Dear Coly Bear,
Today you turn four months old. These past 16 weeks have gone by so fast, sometimes I wish I had you on DVR and I could just press a button and rewind your laughter, smiles or loving snuggles. You are growing so quickly I can barely keep up, just today you developed a new talent.
You've now started to blow raspberries with your tongue, making an adorable sound and lots of bubbles with all that drool. So much drool you have, I call you the slobber monster. We could water the new lawn for a week on the drool that you produce.
This month you discovered many new wonderful talents. You've begun to explore the world around you with your mouth. Whatever you can get your hands on and manage to pull to you. It's kinda fun to watch you aim for your mouth, often hitting your cheek, nose and chin with the object, and giving up and settling on your hand instead.
The very first object you put in your mouth was your moose. I left the room for a split second, you were laying on the floor and moose was laying within your reach. When I returned you had reached out, grabbed moose and pulled him towards you and you were sucking away on his face. At that moment I said goodbye to my previous life and hello to my new one, a life which will be consumed with running to grab potentially dangerous things out of your hands before they make it to the inside of your eager, drooling jaws.
Oh yes, you love your hands still. You get very upset when I have to remove them from the death grip of your tongue. If you don't have your hands, a toy or your bib in your mouth you are sucking on your bottom lip. All the drool and the fierce sucking makes the loudest sloppiest slurping noise when you do this. Adorable, of course.
Another new activity of yours is the joy of throwing your legs in the air and up into your chest. You lay like this often now when you are on your back. I call it your Roly Poly. This new talent has also lead you to discover your feet. Your little hands just hold onto them. It makes diaper changing quite challenging when I can't get you to straighten those little legs.
Your fussiness continued this month. One day it got so bad Momma couldn't take it anymore and Daddy had to come home early to rescue her. You could not be made happy and did not want to be put down. Thankfully within the last week you have begun to outgrow this trait. You've been a good boy in the evenings, spending time with Daddy and going to bed promptly at 7:30 without a fuss. We can finally entertain the thought of giving you a sibling again.
Thought not hard to accomplish, you moved your Daddy to tears one day this month. He was playing with you in your exerciser and you reached your little hand out and began to turn one of the toys on the side. You did it over and over and he couldn't believe how talented you had become! He grabbed the video recorder and shot away.
You also met the Easter bunny this month. We gathered the troops, two cars worth, and drove to the packed mall the weekend before Easter just to get your picture with him. I was so afraid you were going to cry when you saw that big hairy beast that I was placing you in the temporary custody of. I put on a brave face, walked you up to him, and sat you in his lap. You couldn't have cared less. I don't think you even realized anything out of the ordinary was occurring. You were so bored with all the crazy people trying to get you just look straight, you yawned.
Just last week you got to meet a new family member, the first from Wisconsin, your 3rd cousin Rachel. She stayed with us one night and we all went to the Dallas Arboretum. I was so excited to share one of my greatest passions with you, even though you were too young to really appreciate them, I know. And you slept practically the whole time. We got you awake long enough to get pictures, but back in the stroller immediately afterwards and back to sleep.
The best most fantastic part of this month was that you said your first word. Though I know you are only repeating the sounds you hear and have no idea that you are actually forming words of any meaning, I still cried when you said "momma." We were at your Grammy's house and we were showing the Carter family our new game we play. I lay you on your back and we stare into each other's eyes and I start to say, "Whose your momma?" and you just give me the biggest, most radiant smile and laugh. You have the most wonderful laugh in the entire world. It is truly the sweetest thing my ears have ever had the privilege of witnessing. Like Daddy says, my job has long hard hours and no monetary pay, but I'm paid in smiles and laughs, which is so much cooler.
What an awesome month, little man. We are having so much fun together, going on walks as a family, reading books and going on play dates. When I think my love for you couldn't be any greater, I wake up and discover that I love you even more, and I worry that my body isn't strong enough to contain this much love. I worry that my insides may burst because there isn't any more room. I am drunk on my love for you, a sloppy drunk in which I can't see straight or speak in coherent sentences, and makes me giggle every time you coo. And it's just so great that you're old enough now that you can giggle with me.
Love,
Momma

Taking a walk

Look how strong you are!

Roly Poly and hand sucking, multi-tasking!

Roly Poly

First time to suck face with a moose.

Hippo boy, just after bath time.

Easter Family

Easter yawn.

Reading with Daddy.

Arboretum

Arboretum